There are many symptoms to indicate if someone is depressed.
Some of the symptoms are,
- empty mood -YA
- difficulty sleeping -YA
- change in appetite -YA
- anxiety or panic attacks -YA
- and thinking about death or suicide -TIDAK
Another sign of depression is if an
“individual pulls away form others, isolating themselves within walls of apathy, indifferent to those around them” . -YA
These are warning signs to a depressive mood. Any one of these symptoms can develop into a different type of depression.
mmg org tak perasan kot..tp ni la aku sejak sebulan yg lepas.. g keje..balik..makan tido..bangun balik g keje...
aku avoid sume jenis hubungan...i mean... aku tutup facebook, myspace, aku x reply sms/angkat call (camla ada hehari) x reply emel... aku mmg with empty mood...sume empty.. aku tgk sume dgn perasaan kosong... org kata aku ikut hati... it is easier said than done....
aku avoid sume org... esp yg ada hubungan with significant other... yg tgh sibuk bercinta...sibuk nk kawin...sibuk nk beranak... sebab apa...SEBAB AKU JEALOUS...nanti aku marah diri aku.. kenapa aku tak jd camtu...lepas tu aku sakit hati...pastu aku sedih.....nangis..pastu aku tatau nk citer kt sape...so..pendam..bila pendam dia jadila camni... lost... empty...
avoiding everything @ everyone that can trigger stress....
thank you very much to my dear apis..
dia call mlm td..... aku mmg emo mlm td.. alih2 dia call "as u ok?" sbb dia br perasan facebook aku da takde... he said sorry for not being there for me... mintak maaf bebanyak sbb dia tatau pasal aku.... sorry for neglecting me... sweet sangat aku rasa... bukan salah dia pun.. of all people...he's the least yg aku rasa akan ada untuk aku .... i mean being there for me... plus dia busy dgn assigments..final exam...life with his frens... his new 'fren'...
we talked about lots of things... pastu dia kata..u shud learn how to treat or be friend wif straight guys....(lepas aku citer camne 3 org mamat straight yg kawan dgn aku sbb nk breast aku jer....pervert sungguh... nobody knows every single details ..kecuali apis..)..
Terkeluar gak citer pasal aku leh jealous about lil things as hp x bunyik..or tak dpt any sms tuk berhari2...infact seminggu pun ada... he promised he'll call...missed call je if dia free.. so hp aku x lah senyap...hahaha bengong but he did makes me smile n laugh la mlm td... talked about 'OUR' ewan... n gelak2 kan budak kecik tuh....
this morning.. setelah berbulan takde sms masuk pepagi....ada sms "morning.." dr APIS..
aku selalu je rasa aku x sama league dgn apis ni... lifestyle dia yg amat terpesong...but at times camni.. what can i say....
MOHD HAFIZ. THANKS A MILLION..
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